Sunday, May 10, 2009
What is ethical? Part 2
So even though I got pregnant by T, I met another guy by the name of V. I met V on campus when I went to the library before my class. My first impression of V was that he was annoying and he talked way too much. the first thing this boy started talking to me about was about traveling, and then stocks. I was like "huh." I had no idea he was in math course. We eventually started seeing more of each other, and I grew fond of him. He is such a complicated subject that is hard to talk about. Even though V picked me, I started having feelings for him, and after 4 weeks, I let him fuck me. He didnt know how to fuck. His excuse was that I was still tight and I couldnt enjoy anything because I will just feel pain. "No, honey, you do not know me, I hate sex." He said "How can you hate something, you never tried. It is like you are virgin." During the time I was having sex with V, I had no idea I was preggers, until I was 5 months along. So when I found this out, I called T and told him. He didnt beleive me because like I said, we never fucked. But I know it was him, because he was the only guy I messed with. He said he was gonna support me in whatever I decided to do, but had the audacity to ask me why I left him for 4 months. I left you because I don't like you and never was attracted you. I could never tell him to his face that I just liked him because he was good at oral. What V lacked, T replaced and vice versa. The disparity between T and V are so great. For instance, T gave good head, while V did not know how to fuck or give head. V looked better than T. V talked too much about how he was affected by the thhings of this world. I guess you can call him an extrinsic individual. What is truly ethical. Is it ethical that even after I found out I was pregnant, I was still letting V fuck. According to T, he said the best sex you can get is from a pregnant woman. T you are wrong. You are jus mad because I did not let you fuck. I know it was wrong to continue letting V fuck even after I found out I was pregnant. What was I supposed to do..."O I was having sex with V at the same time I was pregnant but didnt know, but since I found out I got pregnant I can not let V fuck anymore?" Who says that to anybody? Either way, I fucked up both ways. So I ended up fucking myself.
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There cant be anything wrong with having sex while pregnant. Thats perfectly natural. Maybe having bad sex (in whatever state you are) is what should be unethical. But you should be able to have sex in whatever condition as long as it is of your own volition. Assuming you were pregnant in a relationship with a guy and then sleeping with another that would be an issue for ethical musing.
ReplyDeleteSexual preferences can always be a real pain. Your partner may not like what you like and vice versa. Then you have to figure out what is more important; the partner or the sex. In the early days it can be very hard to make an informed choice.